Umm yeaaah... it's Saturday morning, the week has flown by and I am a little overwhelmed.

I think I'm going off tangent - then again what's normal to me? I need to find a sense of equilibrium again. Getting distracted by a lot of things that shouldn't be important right now, and asking too many questions that aren't important in the first place. Got to get back on track.

I'm just wondering... about everything... but if in doubt there's nothing like The Carpenters to remind you that... it shouldn't be so complicated...

posted by beautiful at 6:38 pm

MEN! Fucking things never do anything good with their lives, I swear!!!
Missed the lift and the asshole inside knew I was running for it but he didn't wait and he had the fucking nerve to laugh in my face through the glass. Next time I see him I'll smash his fucking mouth on the 8th floor button. How'd you like that, bastard!?
I can't help being all violent about it, that's how my anger manifests itself. I can't sit there and let it all just happen to me and take it lying down.

You know, it's damn funny how I am all stressed out and tired of school, but I can never have peace of mind until it's all done. When I tell myself that the sooner it's done with, the sooner I can relax, in effect I'm pushing myself so hard that I am heading fast towards a burn out. And I'm just not getting the grades. What the fuck is happening?

posted by beautiful at 1:14 am