Like I told someone yesterday, I wish I could have some alone time, like stay at home and just bum... Not possible because my brother is on eternal leave and being around him is always unpleasant... Therefore I am never at home anymore and today I just felt too tired to move. Had to cancel plans. I'm an idiot. But I got my wish right? Stayed home and slept. What's there to do anyways? Absolutely nothing, and I am half blind with reading in bed. *moan*

The weather is real shite. I don't understand how 4? 5? million people inhabit this country. I don't even want to understand why people still live in places like New Delhi. Are choices involved here? Okay, I admit that on more than one occasion I have posted I-love-my-homeland entries, but last night I changed my mind. Primarily based on a discussion on how the education system has failed us all. Which led to this ranting about how we've all been manipulated into thinking this certain way, being pushed into the technological hub era believing that we are equipped with creative skills - this is a world where science, maths and all development related issues reign. And a lot have been fooled into thinking that the way is being paved to turn this place into a thriving arts centre, but that's a big lie because it doesn't take one ministry and their stupid lackeys to change everyone's mind that arts is after all, a lucrative business. And I'm pissed off that you can study business at any one of the 3 universities here but you can't study anthropology, or romance studies, or Jewish or journalism or forestry!!!!! WE'RE FUCKING PUPPETS HEELLLOOOOO...

posted by beautiful at 4:31 am