So much negativity passing around these days. I'm sitting here drinking Milo and ripping songs at a painfully slow rate. Suede will be flying in tomorrow, or perhaps tonight, but why oh why do I not feel anything at all? I should be getting excited and I should be wondering furiously what to wear to Fort Canning and I should be calling everyone up to go queue with me at 8am. But I'm not. I think I'm a Suede fan who has lapsed because of life's general uneventfulness. It's happened before. I know I said I'd re-learn all their lyrics but noooooo, I haven't. Oh shit oh shit oh shit... must call Fort Canning and ask what their dress code is and what time they open their gates and how to get there and where an enthusiastic (?) fan like me should set up camp. Oh shit oh shit oh shit...

Chinese New Year is hot on our heels. Havne't bought any clothes yet. On one hand I'm annoyed cos I doubt I have time or money before that to go shopping. On the other hand I can't be bothered because the paradox of shopping is that when you desperately need to find that red/pink/yellow checkered outfit [to please old fashioned relatives] you either end up with black clothes or nothing at all. And so I sit in my little puddle of passivity and continue to drink Milo and blow my nose alternately.

posted by beautiful at 6:29 pm